I have everything I need to be happy

For so long, 28 years to be exact, I have depended on other people for my happiness. I Continuously blamed my father for the lack of attention and my mother for staying in an emotionally abusive marriage. Of course I have been attracted to men that are emotionally disconnected and treat the women in their life with dishonesty and little to no respect. Makes sense right? 

I can only blame my mother and father for so long. There's no need to go into detail here because it's time for me to live in the present and let go of the past, Let go of the blame and stopping myself from suffering any longer and using what I have beneath the scars to create peace and happiness in my life. 

Also, allowing only supportive and positive people back into my life. It's okay if not everyone likes you. Not everyone will. Not everyone will get you and that's okay. Be yourself and do what makes you happy while being mindful of others at the same time.