Fighting depression

It isn't easy. The hardest thing I've ever had to face. Layers and layers. Years and years battling this void deep inside me. More than a decade of searching for a remedy. Doctors, meds, therapists, more doctors and meds. It's never ending. The funny thing is, no one can help dig myself out of this deep dark hole but myself. No one can bring me relief but myself. No man, job, or amount of money can bring me peace. It's all up to me now from here on out. I want to leave this world and be remembered not for my accomplishments but for how I treated the people around me. I want to leave this Earth knowing that I brought love and joy to each and every person I have laid eyes on. People are beautiful. Animals are beautiful. Life is beautiful with all of its imperfections.